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so im in albany at my beloved elainas dorm..i missed her so much..shes mah bayyyyybahhh...im so excited to be here!
downfall? im running 101.3 fever...yummmmm
this sucks balls...
im beginning to think i have a sleep disorder
or that im at least developing one...i mean i understand that im sick, but i tought fevers made you mad drowsy and delerious...im delerious enough, but i actually just wanna scream because i cant actually go to sleep...yes im aware tat being on the computer probably isnt the smartest thing, right now....but i get pretty frustrated when all the girls go out and leave me to rest and i have been successful since 10:30...i was almost there at about 1 and then the drunken hussies showed up and decided that screaming was the best way to see if i was getting the rest i need...
also...babs is snoring...im gonna have to kill her
i, christie hunt, am NOT one to talk about sleeping...we all know i sleep like an ogre...i snore-loud.. my mouth hangs open..every once in a while, i cop a feel on lu's ass while im "sleeping"..ha..i drool, i twitch.
but the headphones arent doing enough...goddddd, barbara!
but fever and drunken hussies or not...this has been a bit of a problem since that time i slept at mikes house and probably got about 2 hours of sleep...for NO reason...i usually pass right out when i sleep with him, but i stayed up that wole night with the exception of a few hours...it lasted a few days and then it was gone....but now its been going on for like 2 weeks...i just cant sleep...it doesnt help that my SISTER lisa marie, wakes me up every chance she gets before school...no thats a lie...only the other day...but then she left my bedroom door open today (which is FUCKED UP) and my daddy forgot i was sleeping and he insisted on making the most noise on earth...
mmm...i think ill have one of elainas cough drops....delicious..
i feel like one of those people you read about who write as their sanity is deteriorating and you can notice how they get crazier with every line..
i just want to go to sleep and i cantttttt
but im talking to pamela...about sleep deprivation...she said she was never a good sleeper...since she was born...i cant imagine that...i mean...as a little kid, you have a tiny bladder...i always got up to pee, but i slipped right back into sleep..even when i had a nightmare...i would stay with mommy and fall asleep...then she'd wake me up and tell me to go to bed...and i would! just like that! the hardest part was getting back to my room when i was scared..but once i was in my bed, no problem..right back to bed...and ive always been a morning person...so i'd like literally rise and shine...
this lack of sleep sucks...i wanna watch more OC..fucking sleep...fucking fever...fucking congestion..fucking hunger...i have a feeling im losing a few lbs this weekend...mikes gonna be mad at me if i dont eat...but im not hungry...and i feel crappy...if im gonna eat, its gonna be cheerios..plain ones...yumm
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this is very true..its been way too long snce ive posted an actual meaningful entry in my beloved journal. i cant believe people still keep up with these things. so recently..michael and i broke up for 2 months and then got back together...its cool and all..im so comfortable with him..in ways that i was never comfortable with geoffrey.. the problem is that our comfort levels make it tough for any thing to change..we broke up for 2 months..i hoped in the 2 months, he realized what pissed me off about him and that if i was important to him, he's change it and stop being a douche bag. i was so wrong...we picked up right where we left off...it feels like we never stopped being together despite the other guys i've gotten with (dave, brent). i have to say..i was so scared of julianne..when michael told me they were hooking up and doing their thing, i thought he was lost forever..which made me very sad because i took the break from him hoping that he would do everything in his power to get me back..but i thought my plan backfired. thankfully it didnt.
i really have no reason to hate julianne..she hasnt done anything to me..i dont at all think that she got with mike to hurt me in any way...im sure shes a sweet girl...but human nature will not allow me to see past the fact that her mouth was on his dick (stupid slut)...bottom line is..im never going to like her...i will forever aspire to bring her pain. i will always frown a bit when shes brought up in convo..ill roll my eyes, and silently hope shes unhappy, where ever she is and whatever shes doing with herself.
st patricks day just passed..it was siickk..
3 days ago...oh my goddd...
i woke up at about 1 that day, only to have matt murphy pissed off that i slept so late because i told him we'd hit up the parade..we took the trip anyway and then i bitched about how cold i was...it wasnt a bad time..matt and i parted ways after he dropped me at home and i didnt speak to him for the rest of the night...thank god..becuase if he brought me down, i would have gone to his house and punched him. i drove to city island at about 6:30...when i got there, mike was mad that i spent alot of the day with matt instead of him...i did my best to ignore him knowing that i was about to go to a crazy party at flynn's house. we arrived at toms house and of course, everyone was wasted...we always get there late!..but anyway..i was pleased to see jake from TU there and flavia since shes part of the old st paddys crew..from 3 years ago..i saw eddie and jackie, aidan and liz, kim and johnny...and dani was there too..it was special..it didnt take long for me to start feeling it..which is what i love about myself. tom tarangioli was there....he cut the fro...he looked SO good. after having a good few rounds in me, it was tittie time, just like every year..after tittie time, i just left my shirt off..i think people took pictures, but i was wasted...i dont remember...ohh man..not good...kim told me she wanted to get with jake..so i took it upon my shitfaced self to hook that up..i told jake he HAD to make out with kim and he told me no because he was a little bit involved with someone..so i let the matter go...next thing i know, michael and jake are talking and jake grabs me and tells me to go find kim because hes gonna get with her...so in my delighted state, i ran off looking for kim..and then kim and i met mike and jake in the laundry room where JAMES MCGOWAN was getting his freak on with guilianna capiello..shocked? you bet i was! so i push kimmie and jake together and they do their thing..and mike and i do ours...i kept hearing jake be mad awkward..talking about how he was afraid johnny would find him and kim and be mad..next thing i know, mike says ok...lets switch it up...he grabs kimberly and shoves me onto jake..i just remember being like JAKE! THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING! IVE NEVER KISSED YOU BEFORE! (im so weird) and then jake just kissed me...and we went at it for a good few minutes which was special...i kept hearing kim saying she didnt want to kiss mike..she wanted to kiss jake..but jake was doing a number on me, so we didnt stop...that is, until liz started screaming to aidan about how "johnny" touched her and it was NOT ok..i ran to her aid...which was good timing because shortly after, jake threw up..yum..turned out it wasnt JOHNNY who touched her, it was john plantikow..yeah...johnny mcgoo caught jake and kim and was sad..and then i didnt see them for a long time because they had to talk. idk..the rest is a blur..tom flipped out at some point when i was in the bathroom with dani and sarah where dani was puking..tom kicked everyone out..at one point as i was on my way back to the bathroom, i caught toms eye and he started screaming at me to get out of his house..he said fuck you get the fuck out of my house you didnt even say hi to me tonight! (which was a lie because i did..and i hugged him too)..i ignored him and continued to clean his bathroom..everyone said i was stupid for that, but whatever, he needed my help...but i started to cry and when nicole asked me why, i didnt want to talk about it until the chaos was over..tom came into the bathroom and saw me crying and said sorry and hugged me. after everyone was kicked out, it was tom, joslyn, billy, johnny and i cleaning the basement...i calmed down, but i was still shaken up and crying..i avoided everyone and stuck to cleaning the bathroom by myself. tom and joslyn got into a fight and joslyn ran off...i went after her and she was crying...so i went back to tom and told him he should talk to her..then we moved the party to billys shack and at one point i followed jos outside to pee but i lost her and then tommy found me and he began to pee in the outdoor shower and he said "christie, we have to talk" and i said "yes we do" he said he was sorry for yelling at me and thanks for helping clean and i said its ok and no problem..and then he said "lets face it...i've kissed you...you're always welcome in my house"...i thought that was so sweet of him to not only acknowledge the fact that we were pretty close at one time, but to give me an eternal invitation..then mommy called and said to sleep at mikes since the roads were all icy...so i continued to drink...thats when i decided to fight jimmy doyle and got punched in the face...haha sweeeettt...and then i went to mikes with mike and erica...erica slipped on the ice on the way there and i laughed...and then about 2 blocked later i busted my ASS...SO hard..i remember telling mike it hurt so bad i wanted to cry..and he said "so cry, baby..its ok" but i refused to do that..and then me and erica slept on either side of mike and i woke up for work the next day, but remembered i had to walk to toms to get my car because im silly...that sucked.
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21 RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS
1) Are you single, taken or crushing? - taken
2) Are you happy with where you are? - sure
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? - absolutely
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? - yes.
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? -the only circumstances are when you and your significant other allow it to happen...in which case its not cheating..so no..cheating is for cowards and bitches.
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? - i would force myself not to..but i know i would want to
7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person? - yeah
8) Do you want kids? - yes.
9) How many? - two or four..no i cant handle a middle child
10) Would you consider adoption? - yeah.
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you? - "i like you because...(proceed with honest flattery..examples: "you're amazing" "youre the coolest girl i ever met" "you're beautiful" etc.)
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? - no
13) Do you want someone you can't have? - no
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? - no
15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? - yeah...but not every month..like omg! we've been going out for 17 months! thats whack..months are ok before the 1 year mark...after that, only years count.
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? - nobody can change anyone
17) Do you have feelings for someone right now? - yes
18) Do you have feelings for an ex? - yes...he was once an ex.
19) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't? - of course
20) Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right after school? - no
21) Would you marry any of your ex's if they asked? - too early to say.
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W H O . W A S . Y O U R . L A S T 1. Rode in a car with? lulu mattie and dana 2. Went to the movies with? mike 4. You talked on the phone to? mike 5. Made you laugh? elaina 6. Last person you told or they told you they loved you? elaina
W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R. 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose..tongue rings are for skanks 2. Be serious or be funny? funny 3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole, if it wasnt bad for me 4. Die in a fire or get shot? shot 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? my parents are alot cooler than julianne
A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you love someone? yes 2. Sun or Moon? sun 3. Winter or Fall? fall 4. left or right? left 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? 2 bests 6. Sunny or rainy? sunny
A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it? 3:07 am 3. Where do you wanna live? at the moment..city island...in the future..califorina 4. How many kids do you want? 3 or 4 5. Do you want to get married? i havent decided yet 7. Have you ever eaten spam? i dont think so 8. Favorite Ice Cream? coldstone..apple pie a la coldstone 9. What are you listening to? no doubt 10. Do you cook? i make kick ass smoothies 11. Current mood? indescribeable
IN . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U 1. Kissed someone? yes 2. Who was it? mike 3. Sang? hell yeah 4. Been hugged? yes...i hug all the time 5. Felt stupid? no..im not stupid 6. Missed someone? yes 7. Missed a question? no..what? 8. Gotten your hair cut? im doing that tomorrow 9. Cried? yes 10. Lied? uhh..maybe?
S T U F F . 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? no im slick 2. Do you have a Dog? i have a kitty and an albert 3. Last time you went sledding? wow..too long ago 5. Do you consider yourself creative? ive got a good imagination...im creative in different ways
1. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle? yes
2. What's something you MUST do before you die? wow..thats too long a list
4. What's one thing you will not eat? thats also a long list
5. What color is your underwear? black
6. When's the last time you went out of state? umm..probably the last time i visited matt with elaina
7. What's your birthstone? emerald
8. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? yes
10. Can you hula hoop? im a pretty sick hula hooper
11. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes..its usually an adventure
14. Any cool scars? my harry potter scar on my forehead
15. Name an old school song you like? no rain-blind melon
16. Do you talk to yourself? never outloud...and it pisses me off when other people do that in front of me
17. How much does your dog weigh? if i had a dog, he would weigh close to 200 lbs..and not because hes fat...just because he'd be the biggest dog in the world right after clifford
18. Ever waxed your legs? nope..i want to do that this summer though
19. Earrings or necklace?? necklace
20. Who have you talked to most today? lauren or luisa
21. Who's on speed dial 5? i cant figure out speed dial
22. Are you a bad influence? no but for whatever reason, im often accused of being one.
23. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? never...theyre stupid
24. Are your grades good? i dont have any grades except a grade A bootyyyy
25. Do you have any friends with benefits? mike is my best friend!
26. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson? yes
27. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osborne in your library? yep...daddy's a big sabbath fan
28. Do you watch Family Guy regularly? no but i should remember to...its hella funny..HA! i just turned it on!
29. Have you ever watched a little kids show? yep
30. What is your favorite Disney movie? when it comes to the princesses, the little mermaid...and the lion king and aladdin kick ass too
31. What is your Zodiac sign? taurus
32. What makes you feel like a kid again? playgrounds, building forts with kimmie, disney movies
33. What sport do you dislike most? curling
34. Have you ever gone scuba diving? i went snorkeling
35. What's your favorite smell? not poop
36. Are you modest? i dont know
37. Do you care what others think about you? i try not to...but i kinda do...and most people who say things like "fuck the world, i could care less" are liars..they care..they just dont get the message that we dont want their slutty asses on city island anymore
38. What do you do when you're driving? i sing and dance
39. Do you follow college football? nah
40. Where was the last place you went shopping? the westchester with luisa and kelly..next thing to buy...bathing suits! cant wait!
41. Last time you drank alcohol? saturday night...it was fun
42. Favorite football team? jets
43. Do you watch the Olympics? i LOVE the olympics..i cant wait for the summer olympics in '08
44. Last bar you went to? fellas...last bar i went to DRINK? howl at the moon..and probably hitting up bogies this weekend...hollleerrrr
45. Do you have a favorite number? 11
46. Were you an outcast in middle school? not an outcast...just not part of the most popular crowd
47. Are you multitasking right now? yes
48. Could you handle being in the military? if i had to, i definitely could do it
49. Do you believe in Karma? ohhhhhh yeah
50. Describe your back yard? it has a pool, some rocks, some grass, a patio set, a tv and cable box that shows porn to ben...pretty standard, really
51. How is the weather today? gooorrrggeeooouuusss...going up to 67 degrees.
52. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? i went to jump on mike corsillos back, but i dropped my phone and then i missed mikes back and landed on the cell phone and it slid and i fell on my butt....cute.
39 questions youve never done before!...
1. Where do you hang your towel to dry after showering? on my floor
2. What kind of mouse pad do you have? the armrest on my recliner
3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush? brush...unless im at mikes
4. In your opinion, who do you think is the hottest celebrity? this is tough...johnny depp is sexy
5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue? tape
6. Chicken or pork? chicken
7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark? nah
8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid which would it be? a mermaid...i would sing like ariel...shes the best
9. What color is your underwear? actually...ive answered this before
10. What time does the sun usually set? these days? about 6:30...i cant wait till its like 9
11. What/who do you think of last before you go to sleep? harry potter...because thats what i read
12. AC or fan? i prefer the fan when its cool enough out..i hate ac...but sometimes its necessary
13. Jellybeans or jellyfish? jelly beans
14. Can you do a hand stand? in the pool or against a wall
15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair? like jay adams from lords of dogtown..long, blond, and in a bandana while i skateboard around the pacific coast
16. What level English are you in? the top level...i speak the best english in the world
17. Jessica Simpson or Alba? alba
18. Which subject is worse, English or Math? math, no doubt
19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment? punch julianne in the faccia.
20. What movie are you embarrassed to admit you've watched? i dont think there is one
21. CD player or iPOD? my ipod is my best pal
22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30 miles or drop 400 ft. into water? im a figure skater...i can handle spinning better than dropping 400ft
23. Whats your favorite shape? star
24. What do you have planned for the weekend? oh man...this weekend is going to be SICKKK...friday..nicole g's birthday and flc including patent pending...saturday drinking all day to celebrate st paddys day..sunday will be for recuperation
25. Have you ever gone ice skating? hahaha...every week for the past 8 years
26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper, what would you do? i would manage to pull some jack bauer shit and transform that pencil and paper into something that could help me escape this boring room and shoot anyone guarding the door in the kneecap
27. Is it always easy finding your remote every time you want to watch TV? no
28. How was your day? quite well..i saw mattie and he gave me a hug <3
29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them? cut...theyre too strong to bite and i hate having them long
30. Describe your handwriting: me.
31. Do you consider yourself a stalker? omg..i am SUCH a stalker...but so is my person so its ok
32. Do you bruise easily? i get a bruise EVERY time i get drunk..the most recent is from saturday and its on my knee
33. There's nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do? go out to play
34. Do you know more then 3 myspace codes? no..i think 3 is the limit
35. You got a essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be? i prefer to write them in pen, but typing is much more professional.
36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home? i keep my jeans on after ive gone out, but i usually relax in my underwear
37. Describe yourself using three words: beautiful, good, nymphomaniac
38. Do you use deodorant? yes
39. Do you like ice in your drink? i hate it
that survey was whack...much like the whore i got it from
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every once in a while i get to that place where everything seems too fucked up to be real and everything is unbearably painful..during this time, i post on my livejournal..that has a lot to say about this post...im just sick of everything...and basically every post i make is about how im so sick of everything...but when im happy, im real happy and i dont make time to post becuase im too busy being happy and being with people i love...but whatev...it doesnt even matter...
survey!! i got this from a whore...
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x. Do you do drugs: one might argue whether or not what i do is "drugs"
x. Do you drink: i love to, but i try to stay away because i like being skinny and healthy
x. What are you most scared of: the dark..=(
x. Where do you want to get married: on a beach..some place very scenic
x. Who do you really hate: julianne
x. Been in Love: twice, maybe 3 times
x. Do you drive: like jeff gordon because im the shit
x. Do you have a job: yes
x. Do you like being around people: i love it...i need people...i need communication
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: oh god...yes..and its always the biggest mistake
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? i used to think i did, but i've gone for the strong silent type, dark and mysterious, the stoner, the loud and friendly type, the guido, the prep, and the player
x. Want someone you don't have right now: nope...ive got him right where i want him
x. Are you lonely right now: i REAALLLYY miss elaina...and i kinda wish i was hanging out with kelly
x. Song thats sticks in your head a lot: bang bang and two coins- both by dispatch
x. Do you want to get married: i havent decided yet
x. Do you want kids: yep
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x. Room in house: my bathroom...the one place i can always go to be alone.
x. music: everything...rock, reggae, alternative, funk, gangsta rap, hip hop, r &b, country, classical, oldies, pop...i love it all..
x. Band: currently? dispatch
x. Color: green
x. Perfume or cologne?: ralph lauren hot
x. Month: october, may, june, july
x. Stone: emerald, diamond
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x. Cried: yes
x. Bought something: smmooottthhiiiieeesss!!
x. Gotten sick: yeah...but only after learning if i ever go near mike again ill probably contract an STD thanks to some stupid whore
x. Sang: every day
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: well now that you mention it, i wish i could tell my nana
x. Met someone new: bobby's aunt toni
x. Missed someone: elllaaaiiinnnaaa
x. Hugged someone: i always give hugs
x. Kissed someone: yep
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Name: christie ann
Status: uhhh..talking?
Sex: female
Birthday: may 10
Sign: taurus...woo...go bulls!
Height: or lack there of...shooooowwwwtttaaaayyyy...
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Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: urban outfitters and any awesome thrift store in the city
Favorite designer?: coach
What is your sexiest outfit?: probably skinny jeans, heels, and any cleavage revealing top
What is your most comfortable outfit? pj's
What do you usually wear?: jeans and multiple shirts layered
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What kind of shampoo do you use?: i love dove!
What are you listening to right now: my chemical romance...but i dont want to be...so now its taking back sunday
Who is the last person that called you? probably mike in the midst of our little "fuck you!" *hang up*..*call back* "dont fucking hang up on me!" "dont tell me what to do! fuck you!" *hang up*...etc...god i love him
How many buddies are online right now?: 37
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Foods: chicken of any sort
girls name: melody, lily
Boys names: luke, tom, shea
Subjects in school: school is for fools
Animals: dogs, no doubt
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Given anyone a bath? yep..elaina and i bathed katie and kelly when they were babies
Smoked?: smoked what? unfortuantely, im still waiting on that opium
Bungee jumped?: nooo
Made yourself throw up?: i do that when im drunk and really nauseous
Ever been in love?: yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yep
Cried when someone died? yes
Fallen for your best friend?: mike..<3
Done something you regret?: yeah, but regrets dont bother me that much..
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Music: anything with a rock/reggae/funk feel to it
Smell: laundry, hotel pool areas, brownies
Desktop picture: the one of the first picture me and mike ever took together that says I LOVE YOU BUDDY across the top
DVD in player: almost famous <333
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Understanding: more often than not
Open-minded: incredibly
Arrogant: yes
Insecure: no..im very comfortable with who i am and how i look
Random: i've actually been told on MANY occasions that i'm the most random person many people know
Hungry: i cant tell if its hunger or boredom
Smart: extremely...and there is no sarcasm in that
Organized: it depends on what it is
Healthy: yes...very....and i love it
Shy: not often
Difficult: OHH YEAH
Bored easily: nah...i can be entertained very easily
Obsessed: with what? am i obsessive? yes
Angry: not like i used to be...these days, im only angry if theres a good reason to be...ahh the beauty of marijuana
Sad: no
Happy: yes
Hyper: not now..im very chill right now
Trusting: waaayyy too much
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Kill?: i could never bring myself to do that
Slap?: julianne
Get really wasted with?: elainnnaaa =(
Sex it up with: oh man..theres quite a list...call me a whore? oh well..mike, luke, johnny depp, tom welling, rob, keith corcoran, OD mad people..anyone with a decent sized penis...this would not include brent hopper..ouuuchh!
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In the morning I: sleep...in the AFTERNOON, i wake up =)
All you need is: to not make me finish this whack statement that you clearly want me to write "love" for...gayyy
Love is: the most amazingly beautiful thing on earth
I dream about: my future
Playing with: hackey sack
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: height
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Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or short: tall
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Makes you laugh the most: anyone who can come out with a decent 'thats what she said" joke
makes you smile: anyone who tells me im beautiful
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Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: no..wtf do i look like?
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: more often than not
Wish you were younger: yes...i'd love to start over
Cried because someone said something to you?: yeah
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Of times I have had my heart broken: alot...i can probably remember every one of them..there were about..5 real ones
Of CD's I own: i dont count
Of scars on my body: hella scars
So far in 2007 have you:
1. have you had a bf/gf?: yes 2. Have you had your birthday?: no 3. Been to church?: no 4. Cried yet?: yes 5. Had someone close to you pass away?: no 6. Pulled an all nighter?: i dont think so...i value my sleep 7. Drank starbucks?: yeah..when i was working at abercrombie 8. Gone shopping?: yep 9.Gone to the movies?: yep 10. Been to the beach?: yeah..i went on a date with brent...but it was freezing...we sat and talked and watched the sunset..and then we left because pussy was cold 11. Bought something for over $200?: no 12. Met someone new?: hella people 13. Been out of your home state?: yep...its not hard to leave the state of new york...been to providence RI, fairfield CT, and random places in jersey..which is gay..i hate jersey 15. Gone snowboarding?: ive never been 2. Slept in a friend's bed: if you wanna call him a friend..more like schmuck who i hooked up with 3. Snuck someone over? nah...i dont have to sneak..my parents are hella cool 4. Snuck out of your own house?: i dont have to sneak..i just leave 5. Been in a bar?: yessss..im addicted..i love bars 6. Lied?: yeah 7. Gotten a car?: nah..lauren did...and mine will be coming soon 8. Gone over your cell phone bill? nah 9. Been called a whore,slut or perv? haha..like every day...im friends with frank carbone 10. Drove somewhere?: everywhere 11. Done something you regret?: yeahh 12. Gotten arrested?: nah, much to my dismay
[[Lasts...]] Things you bought lately?: smoothies Person you hugged?: probably cliff Person to text you?: cliff Last time you took a bubble bath?: today...im addicted to those too When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile?: today...i run 3 miles everyday Who was the last person who saw you cry?: probably mike Who was the last person who made you cry?: mike Who was the last person you watched a movie with? cliff and nick Who was the last person you danced with?: probably kelly at howl at the moon Who did you last yell at?: mike Who last told you they loved you? mike Who makes you smile most? i already answered this What are you listening to right now?: red hot chili peppers..<333 What did you do yesterday?: woke up, had a work conference, went ice skating with cliff and nick, then to the diner, then to get smoothies, then to nick's to watch fight club and curl up with cliff on my favorite couch in life..and that was like it Have you ever been in a mosh-pit?: yeah...a pussy one..i got punched in the face...it was hella tight
Does anyone know your password to your MySpace besides yourself? no
What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds? a "shnack wrap" for mattie
Are you an emotional person? yes, but im incredibly strong
Do you like your name? yes, its beautiful and fits my personality
Do you believe in love at first sight? no..thats gay
Does the person you like know that you like them? yea
What was the last thing you did? drank hot chocolate
Ever been in love? yep
Who was the last person you ate with? cliff and nick
What song are you listening to right now? the righteous and the wicked-rhcp
How's the weather right now ? confused..it cant decide how it feels
Last person who called you? mike
Last lie you told? "i dont lie"
Do you love anyone? hella people
Lost a friendship over something stupid? nope....i dont think ive ever lost it over something STUPID...if i lose a friends, its because either they or i fucked up big time
Last thing you drank? raspberry hot chocolate <3
Last thing you ate? probably the other half of my wrap which was last night
Where do you wish you were at? california
Faked being sick to miss school? hahah yeah..i got in trouble
What time did you wake up today? i think like 12 or 1 or something..same as everyday
What are you wearing right now? jeans and two tanks
What day and date is it? Monday, 3/5/07
Where did you go on vacation last summer? city island..haha
Do you like roller coasters? nah...i like ferris wheels, though
What's your favorite meal of the day? i dont really eat meals...idk..my eating habits are beyond dysfunctional
Concerned about life right now? not at the moment...im just chilling
What are you looking forward to this spring? the weather
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[05 May 2006|03:59pm] |
->Italian<-
[x] The Godfather is a great movie. [x] Your mom/dad makes there own sauce. [ ] cooking seems to come naturally to you [ ] Your last name ends in a vowel. [ ] Red wine is better then white wine. [x] You know how a real meatball taste. [ ] You know alot of italian songs. [ ] You have dark hair and eye color. [x] You speak some italian or what u picked up from your nonna. [x] You are under 5'10'' and have a little belly fat. [ ] The rat pack is the best.
TotaL - *5*
->Spanish<-
[x] Mexicans suck. [ ] You speak spanish. [x] You love rice and Beans. [ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. [ ] You lost your virginty at 13 years old or younger. [ ] You are dark skined [x] You have a bad attitude. [x] You know what a Bodega is. [ ] You talk fast. [ ] If you are a guy you get a shape up, If you are a girl you have blonde highlights.
Total- *4*
->Irish<-
[ ] BEER IS THE BEST! [x] You have a bad temper. [ ] You have been in more then 3 fights. [ ] Your last name name starts with a Mc OR Murph or ends with a with a ly,an,un,ry [x] You have bluee or green eyes. [x] You have drank before. [x] You like the color green. [x] You have been to a st.pattys day party. [x] You never had a hangover [ ] you have family in Ireland.
Total: *6*
->Black<-
[x] You are from NY [x] You said nigga before [ ] You have nappy hair [ ] you love rap [ ] You talk with slang [ ] You are from the south [ ] You know how to shoot a gun [x] You think Bush is racist [x] You love chicken [x] You love watermelon
Total- *5*
->Asian<-
[ ] You have been taking piano and/or violin since the age of 5 [ ] Your parents have sent you to Kumon or some other kind of tutoring center [ ] You eat with chopsticks for every meal. [ ] Members of the opposite sex are banned in your household. [ ]You are only allowed to marry another Asian. Arranged marriage is accepted and encouraged. [ ] you missed Saturday morning cartoons because of Asian school. [ ] By the age of 15, your hair has been dyed, straighted, highlighted, or done at least 3 times. [ ] Your parents own some kind of store, dry cleaners, nail salon, or laundromat. [ ] You have been hit with a bamboo cane [x] Your parents still threaten to hit you, and you total shrink away [x] The scissors in your house are used for cutting food, sewing, gardening, and regular cutting use.
Total- *2*
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[23 Apr 2006|11:29pm] |
(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints () The Mexican () Fight Club () Starsky and Hutch (1/2 of it with ant) The Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles () Airplane
Total: 3.5
(x) Princess Bride (x) Young Frankenstien (x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy (x) Napoleon Dynamite () Labyrinth (x) Saw () Saw II () White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates () Jason X
Total: 7
(x) Scream () Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 () Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 (x) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie () American Pie 2 () American Wedding () American Band Camp
Total: 5
(x) Harry Potter (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 ( ) Resident Evil I ( ) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Black Book () The Village ( ) Donnie Darko (x) Lilo & Stitch. () Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
Total: 6
(x) Finding Nemo (x) Finding Neverland (x) Signs () The Grinch () Texas Chainsaw Massacre () White Chicks () Butterfly Effect (x) Thirteen Going on 30 (x) I, Robot
Total: 5
(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story () Universal Soldier () A Series Of Unfortunate Events () Along Came Polly () Deep Impact () KingPin (x) Never Been Kissed (x) Meet The Parents (x) Meet the Fockers (x) Eight Crazy Nights () Joe Dirt
Total: 4
(x) A Cinderella Story (x) the Terminal () the Lizzie McGuire Movie () Passport to Paris (x) Dumb & Dumber () Dumb & Dumberer () Final Destination () Final Destination 2 () Final Destination 3 () Halloween H20 (x) The Ring (x) The Ring 2
Total: 5
(x) Harold & Kumar Get The Munchies (x) Practical Magic (x) Chicago () Ghost Ship () From Hell () Hellboy (x) Secret Window (x) I Am Sam () The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 5
(x) The Day After Tomorrow () Child's Play (x) Ten Things I Hate About You (x) Just Married () Gothika () Nightmare on Elm Street () Sixteen Candles (x) Remember the Titans () Coach Carter () Bad Boys
Total: 4
() Bad Boys 2 () Joy Ride () Se7en (x) Ocean's Eleven (x) Ocean's Twelve (x) Identity () Lone Star (x) Bedazzeled (x) Predator I () Predator II
Total: 5
(x) Independence Day () Cujo () A Bronx Tale () Darkness Falls () Christine (x) ET () Children of the Corn () My Boss' daughter () Maid in Manhattan () Frailty
Total: 2
() Best Bet (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (x) She's All That () Calendar Girls () Sideways () Mars Attacks () Event Horizon (x) Ever After (x) Forrest Gump () Big Trouble in Little China
Total: 4
( ) X-men ( ) X-men2 (x) Spider-Man (x) Spider-Man 2 () Sky High (x) Jeepers Creepers () Jeepers Creepers 2 (x) Catch Me If You Can (x) The Others (x) Freaky Friday () Reign of Fire (x) Cruel Intentions () Cruel Intentions 2 (x) The Hot Chick
Total: 8
(x) Swimfan () Miracle () Old School (x) The Notebook () K-Pax () Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring () Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers () Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (x) A Walk to Remember () Boogeyman
Total: 3
(x) Hitch () The Fifth Element (x) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace (x) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones ( ) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith ( ) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope ( ) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back ( ) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi (x) Troop Beverly Hills () Swimming with Sharks
Total: 4
() Air Force One () For Richer or Poorer () Trainspotting () People Under the Stairs () Blue Velvet (x) Sound of Music (x) Parent Trap (x) Parent Trap Re-make (x) The Birds (x) The Terminator () Terminator-2 () T-3
Total: 5
() Empire Records () SLC Punk (x) Meet Joe Black (x) Nightmare Before Christmas (x) The Silence of the Lambs (x) Sleepy Hollow () I Heart Huckabees () 24 Hour Party People () Blood In Blood Out
Total: 4
(x) Thirteen () Manic (x) American History X () Deep Blue Sea (x) George of the Jungle () Canadian Bacon () How High () The Jackal () My Little Ponys Grand Adventure
Total: 3
Grand Total 82.5
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| i swear this is all i use this thing..procrastination=death |
[22 Apr 2006|08:49pm] |
[x] the dark [ ] staying single [ ] getting married [ ] being a parent [x] giving birth [ ] being myself in front of others [ ] open spaces [x] closed spaces [ ] heights [ ] cats [ ] dogs [x] birds (pigeons!) [x] spiders and/or other insects [ ] driving or being in cars [ ] flying [?] being put to sleep [ ] flowers or other plants [ ] being touched [ ] fire [ ] water [x] the ocean (being stranded in it) [ ] pools [x] failure [ ] success [ ] germs [ ] thunder/lightning [ ] frogs/toads [ ] mice/rats [x] jumping from high places [ ] snow [ ] rain wind [x] cemetaries [ ] clowns [ ] large crowds [ ] demons or evil [ ] crossing bridges [x] death [ ] Hell [ ] Heaven [ ] being robbed [x] being sexually assulted [ ] men [ ] women [x] having great responsibility [x] doctors, including dentists [x] tornadoes [x] hurricanes [ ] being punished [x] diseases [ ] snakes [X] sharks [ ] Friday the 13th [x] poverty [ ] ghosts [ ] Halloween [ ] school [ ] trains or railroads [x] being alone [x] losing all my friends [x] being blind [x] being deaf [x] growing up [ ] monsters under my bed [x] creepy noises in the night [x] bees [x] not acomplishing my dreams
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[21 Apr 2006|01:12am] |
__START__ 1. Name: christie 2. Middle Name: ann 3. State: new york 4. Place of Birth: bx, ny 5. Zodiac Sign: taurus 6. Male or Female: female 7. Grade: 12 8. School: tu 9. Occupation: student/skating teacher 10. Initials: cah 11. Screen Name: xopwittykittyox
__Your Appearance__ 12. Hair Color: starwberry blond? 13. Hair Length: layerd..short to long..idk 14. Eye color: blue 15. Best Feature: eyes? 16. Height: 5'2 17. Braces?: no 18. Glasses?: no 19. Age: 17 20. Diploma?: no
___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: my sister 23. First Award: idk 24. First Sport You Joined: gymnastics, probably 25. First thing you did today: uhh..woke up 26. First Real vacation: disney world..i was 6 months old 27. First thing you said today: i dont fuggin remember! 28. First Love: geoffrey
___ Favorites__ 29. Movie: dodgeball! 30. tv show: 24 32. Rapper: sir mix-a-lot 33. Place to get groceries: the iga..i guess 34. Food: anything..i love food 35. Season: spring/summer 36. Candy: sweet tarts 37. Sport: baseball 38. Restaurant: applebees 39. Favorite brand to wear: doesnt matter 40. Store: american eagle 41. School Subject: none i hate them all 42. Animal: dog/dolphin 43. Book: i like divine secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood alot 44. Magazine: seventeen
___Currently___ 45. Doing before you started this survey: reading 46. Feeling: tired 47. Single or Taken: taken 48. Crying about: how badly i hurt michael 49. Eating: nothing much to my dismay 50. Drinking: nothing 51. Typing: this survey 53. Listening To: rent 54. Thinking About: sex 55. Wanting: mike 56. Watching: nothing
__________Future__________ 57. Where do you see yourself 5 years from now? an apartment of my own struggling to live 58. Kids: 3 or 4 59. Want to be Married: yes 60. Careers in Mind: elementary school teacher
__Which is Better with the Opposite Sex____ 63. Hair color: brown 64. Hair length: long like jesus 65. Eye color: mike's color 66. Measurements: little pudge like mike's 67. Cute or sexy: both 68. Lips or Eyes: both 69. Hugs or Kisses: sex! no..both...AND sex 70. Short or Tall: tall 71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing but serious 72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both 73. Good or Bad: somoething in the middle 74. Sensitive or Loud: idk 75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship 76. Crotch Rocket or Harley: neither 77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: neither
___Have you ever______ 78. Kissed a Stranger: nope 79. Had Alcohol: Yes 80. Smoked: yes 81. Ran Away From Home: yes 82. Broken a bone: yes 83. Got an X-ray: yes 84. Got a broken bone: uh, yes, still 85. Broken Someones Heart: yes 86. Broke Up With Someone: yes 87. Cried When Someone Died: yes 88. Cried At School: yes
___Do You Believe In___ 89. God: no 90. Miracles: yes 91. Love at First sight: no 92. Ghosts: yes 93. Aliens: no 94. Soul Mates: yes 95. Heaven: no 96. Hell: no 97. Answered prayers: no 98. Kissing on The First Date: yes 99. Horoscopes: no
___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? i've got him
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| DIET!! |
[28 Feb 2006|02:50pm] |
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so..for those of you dont know, i have started a health food diet..it has little to do with my fat ass, becuse personally, i love my natural black ass..and if you dont, then youre gay..it is because i am a very unhealthy eater, and i realize that i have obesity to look forward to at my rate..im the type who will get pregnant like 4 times, and ill eat CRAP and then when the babies are born, ill be humongous and never able to lose the weight..so im starting NOW to speed up my metabolism..
CURRENT LUNCH: garden salad with a banana/wheat germ/chocolate soy milk smotthie..yumm..
people..Foof:Me as Heroin:Addicts...DO NOT TEMPT ME WITH SHIT TO EAT...its Day 2 and im doing wonderfully
if anything..i can use encouragement...i will repeat..this is not an "I'm too fat" cry for attention..i am not fat, im beauteeful..but unhealthy..so please dont criticize my HEALTHY eating habits and say im "crazy" for wanting to diet..thankyou for your time..
coincidentally, im listening to a song that has lyrics that say "i eat too much, i drink too much"...my ipod is on random...
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"See, the thing is, people's perception is an interesting subject. As there is no set standard for normalcy, or any proof it exists, at that, the degree to whether or not someone is "insane" or "sane" is self-defined. And really, human beings in general have unexplainable minds.. and by normal definition of crazy, everyone is. So there really isn't any rationale behind taking someone elses opinion on insanity when it's impossible to define. In short, whoever said you were insane is nonsensical, and furthermore, inferior to you. I love you. Feel better."
-holly calhoun..
she is my lover
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theres no one to turn to...no one to talk to...no one who quite understands...you'll never get inside my head..even when i invite you in, you'll still never get it..you fucking tell me that im fucking insane..by whose standards? why do YOU get to decide what is insanity or normalacy?
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| GIMME A "T" !!! |
[09 Jan 2006|12:23pm] |
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so this weekend sucked and rocked at the same time..i was really missing my michael and i made a point to let EVERYONE know..lisa and mommy wanted to kill me..oh well..i really did miss him...i was talking to him and he was like..i have nothing to do!!..true true..wow..so adventures of leah christie and pamela in leah's jeep..we found a bank that doesnt charge to use the ATM...and that was exciting like a motherfucker..and we ate at bertucci's and probably could have been killed...pammy and i slept on the WORST bed in the world..i showered at the hotel...and that was the happiest time for me..i love showers..our intermediates got 2nd place right behind colonials which pissed me off because i didnt like the colonials...but whatever...im going to their practice tonight porque i want to skate with them..one thing ill give myself is that i have nice extensions when i remember it..our girls have none..but there really isnt much to improve on..it needs to be cleaner..thats all..just constant running of the program will be sufficient..i saw nina...i wanted to kick her in the throat because i basically hate her..i saw mary and emma...i wanted to throw them down the stairs..i saw barbara halling..please dont get me started...and i saw KAITIEN..and her PARENTS!! that was exciting as well..kai's going to princeton..holy jesus..shes the best..i love her and her achievements..i mean shes done it all...speaking english, russian, and learning chinese, conquering the skyliners junior line and looking fabulous in her dress while doing that..getting into princeton and just being downright sexy..a team should skate to reggae...and i dont mean fucking corny ass cruise ship caribbean steel drums..i mean reggae..or like bob marley or some shit...but what do i know..i wanna skate to chop suey!..so josh is balding...yay for josh..i SWEAR..he just slaps his style ALL over those programs..he is so incredibly gay...like..faggot gay..i love cindy..she was just like.."i have to go up to him and just be like..'omg! josh baab? hi! do you remember me? cindy kim? captain of the haydenettes?" i had a dream that cindy was still on the haydenettes..and she looked spectacular..i loved seeing her out there..it excited me oh so much..i hate the skyliners..i really do..i dont even care anymore..i fucking hate them..i hate nina..i cant believe she had the BALLS to come over and single out susan jenkins like that..what a fucking whore..and babs needs to get shot in the face as does her fucking ugly ass daughter...im such a mean and spiteful person..but i cant help it..im bitter...so ive decided that if sylvia has enough girls for a junior team, i want to go back to team skating...i have to...i cant let anyone think they've gotten the best of me and that they've won whatever fucking battle it was they decided to start for no reason..i love how im not even ON the fucking team anymore and barbara is deciding to say some fucked up shit about how i started a fucking little fight on myspace and wrote something nasty about the girls who left..i didnt do THAT..i just told mary to fuck off of my team and get a fucking life..then mary decided that it was PAMELA's fault she left because she disrespected sylvia..fuck you...tell the fucking truth..i read your fucking journal "im so glad im not on team image anymore..im so much better than that team..bla bla bla...im too good for them...bla bla bla..im a whore..."just own up to it you fucking loser..oh boy and if i ever see emma on the street, which i probably wont..unless she comes to manhattan..in which case, i probably WONT run into her..i want to kill her..my ranting is over...i commend anyone who actually read all of this useless babbling..
in conclusion..
GO TEAM IMAGE!
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[27 Nov 2005|08:13pm] |
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lalalalalalalalala...i miss mike...i should probably be doing that project that was originally due on friday, but my lucky self got an extension..but im not..i basically am asking to not graduate...ohhhhhhhhh boy...i miss michael..i wish he was here..bdddddddddddddat!
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alright...life slightly began to suck a smidge...im not getting my pictures done today, which is whack..im pissed off because i was in like..a MAD RUSH to get everything done for it today, and minus a manicure, i'd say i was successful, and its really not that important..but yo..this is crap...today is MY day to get senior pictures...i was supposed to go down 7th period..this is bull..i hate when this happens...just like at the orthodonist on friday, i had a 4:15 appt..ok..my bad..i got there at 4:30..not like it would have mattered, anyway..becuase i had the pleasure of waiting 2+ hours just to get the fuck out of there and i was forced to skip work...wtf?! ther goes $18 i could have used for xmas money...GOD! im too impatient for my own good...i am however, alot less tempermental..i do believe its mike's fault..he kinda showed me how easy it is to let alot of things go..i mean some things still piss me off...alot..but not EVERY LITTLE THING anymore..i love mike..im gonna have babies with him and be his wife forever and ever
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[08 Jul 2005|12:29pm] |
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FRIENDS ONLY
COMMENT TO BE ADDED...
...WHORES
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